My past is your future

it may sound ridiculous and doesn't make sense at all, but somehow i see myself in you. that's why i always stop u from doing anything that i knew it could cause harm as it already happened to me long time ago. as for now my biggest concern is that my dream will come true. i hope those happy and successful dream come true to but i'm afraid of those that aren't that nice to see and i'm afraid u can't handle it although we're together. living as me is already a hard thing to do. even be friends with me will feel the burden that i carried. i already saw our future, i know we'll be this close and i knew we'll fought over it. but there's no variables that can change it. if only there's someone else knew about it too. u need someone to tell your problem and i need one too. but somehow it's not my nature to tell anyone my problem. but u need someone but i know i already stop u from doing so since that day. i know there's nothing i could do but i hope our friendship remain prosperous as it should be.