what a day..4 days to go?

i read starscope for today..it said "but rather than looking for faults, put your thinking cap on and search for long-term solution" i wonder if i do this..i tried but i doesn't work..i think she hates me until forever..even until now..we really don't talk anymore..you only talk to her all the time..even though she's kind of childish..you treat her better than you treat me..

some stressful days in my life

feeling kinda sucks right now..i know i was the person to be blame of but for how long are we gonna be like this..we sit so close, we live in the same dorm, we enter the same class right now, at this moment but why are we so awkward?? did what i did was something that cannot be forgiven?? i'm so sorry..i wish it would never happen but i guess it's a bit too late isn't ti??