life full of surprises

haha..what do u know? we don't really make up but the worst have already happened..reshuffling dorm make my whole life miserable..i never thought that i will move out of my own dorm..although it was lucky of them to stay in the dorm..i realize that most of them are happy with their new dormates except me..i wish i could turn back time..i miss my old life although it's kinda bored..but at least my heart wouldn't hurt...i'm pity my juniors too..they are not moving on..some of them are still crying over this reshuffling dorm..i have to go there every night just to comfort them..hope this would get better..

what a day..4 days to go?

i read starscope for today..it said "but rather than looking for faults, put your thinking cap on and search for long-term solution" i wonder if i do this..i tried but i doesn't work..i think she hates me until forever..even until now..we really don't talk anymore..you only talk to her all the time..even though she's kind of childish..you treat her better than you treat me..

some stressful days in my life

feeling kinda sucks right now..i know i was the person to be blame of but for how long are we gonna be like this..we sit so close, we live in the same dorm, we enter the same class right now, at this moment but why are we so awkward?? did what i did was something that cannot be forgiven?? i'm so sorry..i wish it would never happen but i guess it's a bit too late isn't ti??