here i am again today..i hate life more than u can imagine i am right now..i got news that my dad will go to Korea end of this month..i really hate it..it's my birthday and my only time i can go back home to feel the environment at home with my parents..but i guess this year will be another sad birthday..feel like i want to go back to where i used to be..back to my old school..maybe it's the best that i didn't go to boarding school..everything's ruin right now..since the incident of robbing on 24/7..followed by my busiest week last week..with my oral and asean public speaking..now for my oral again and my poem for bm in state level..and seseri i-bowls which i need to usher students from thailand or indonesia..and most important thing..my diagnostic 18/8-20/8..i'm going crazy right now..with my relationship end just like that, i don't think i can live a happily life after this..i miss him a lot..i want my life back..my happy life which i can still smile sincerely...oh god please ease my days onwards..may god bless me..