some stressful days in my life

feeling kinda sucks right now..i know i was the person to be blame of but for how long are we gonna be like this..we sit so close, we live in the same dorm, we enter the same class right now, at this moment but why are we so awkward?? did what i did was something that cannot be forgiven?? i'm so sorry..i wish it would never happen but i guess it's a bit too late isn't ti??