it's not a great day at all..my dormmates seem to avoid talking to me..and that makes me wondering around and felt so so so lonely..esp zeti who i saw she was laughing with my friend and when i talk to her, she looked so stress.. i hate this feeling..and what makes me feel more sad is that i can't even tell my mom what's going on here..she sometimes okey..sometimes not..like just now she said that she wants to borrow my earphone a bit longer as nicely as she used to...i wonder  am i the only one who feel this? then i must be crazy..cuz i cry alone about things that never happen..