Dear You,
it's my first time writing letter to you in a blog..obviously i'm afraid to tell u myself..remember the time when we first met?? i only remember back then that u are my neighbour when i saw u out of your house waiting for the bus..i was so awkward that day..especially when u talked to me for the first time asking me to get on the bus first..hmm...time flies fast aren't they? we went through many hard times together..but most of the time it was my fault..i know u well..so i know that u already moved on..hmm..i guess i'm the only one that still not moving on..i didn't mean to play your feeling..i just don't know what is...i want to nod my head yes but i keep saying no..isn't it??
i always remember the time when u saw me, crying in front of the dewan..and i said i cry bcuz i told my friend about korean drama..i did tell u it's becuz i told her about u..i guess i had the worst love line compare to my friends...i spoil everything..i broke my promise to syahmi to take care of your heart..to always make u happy..i guess i'm not the right person for that..
i say your name everyday since i came here..whether i'm sad or happy..it's bcuz i would really want u to know what i've been through here..it feels like all that happen to me here are punishment to me bcuz i once broke your heart...i felt guilty until i wrote letters to your every week but i don't think i can give it to you..
i wish we could go back to the old times..i'm willing to been through that hard time again as long as i can spent time with u...i want to be with u more than just a friend but i can't...i know this letter will only bother u..if u read this and u feel hurt..u can curse me how many times u want..but i hope..no i wish..we could spent this first week of school holiday together..just like how we did everyday those past years...i'm so sorry if this letter bother u..
your sincerily,
puteri
puteri
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