why this is happening to me??

hmm..those sad and happy moments suddenly came into my mind..makes my heart miserable and !@$%^&*...i don't know...feels like he deserve to feel it..feels like he shouldn't face those painful time..feels like...i just don't know..but what i wish for is...i wish i could be in love again..but there's one thing that i want to make it straight..time flew fast..i'm no longer the old me..i've changed and so do you..so don't ever take my attitude seriously...my inner side is still the same..the difference would only effect on my personality..

29 April is the worst day??

today is my last day at jb before i need to wait another year for me to come here again..did i mention that i miss those moment?? but every time i remembered the time when u celebrate her birthday..i just can't stop hating it...29 April is one of the wort day in my life...i don't know why but i keep saying that i hate you bcuz of that date..i'm sorry..

The most beautiful moment

U must be wondering why i suddenly remembered that day..hmm..it's bcuz i thought it was the greatest moment throughout my life..we were so close that time..we threw the flour all over the place..eventhough it was meant to celebrate ur friend's birthday but it became one of my precious moment too..i wish it could be like that all the time~

Remember the last spring

Haha..what do u know..you've been there..i wish u could see it with your own eyes but at the same time i wish you'll not see it cuz u'll might remember the old days and hurt ur feeling...just like u said..if only we could go together..just the 2 of us..it must be great..

i'm going home this saturday..huhuhu..did i just hoping that i can meet him and spent my time playing neither chating with him??? this is getting out of hand..why this is happening right now..they make my life feels miserable..

Date again?? No~

hmmm..it's weird isn't it?? shahrizal just chat with me on ws last night asking for couple..it's been 2 years since i didn't talk to him and it's been a year since i didn't see him but he still remember me?? and he said such nonsense thing such as he loves me and he miss me..hahaha weird..i guess i was right..i had the worst love line..but another weird thing did happen last night too....