isn't it beautiful.....??? tomorrow i'm gonna start go to school...AGAIN....well that was so called student.....study always....especially when our badge starting to use PBS since last year....i can't stand it....it's to hard 4 me to face it....i know i do the best and the hardest i can do....lately....ha!! speaking about this...i just can't think that i can go any further....that's it 4 today......

wow...guess what....i totally nervous to hear his announcement about our relationship.....i pretty sure that moment will make my future better...i just don't know what to do....wish me luck...=)

what would u feel when u receive a sms that told u some kind like this....
"actually i like your friend....since i know u i did fall in love at her..."....or...."i can't make any decisions yet about us...i just don't think i could hold in our relationship anymore.."...if i receive this....of course i gone mad....i will treat him like an idiot.....just imagine it has made me suffer.....what if it happens AGAIN????

well....i glad that i found my true love even through it was hard 4 me to accept him in my life but i have to face the fact that he loves me.....i just so thankful that he always brighten my days....all day long...and after all we've been through i just can't think how much i owe u after i crush his heart and maybe he already have my 'replacement'....i hope that he will find a better girl than me....='(

assalamualaikum....beautiful new year isn't it??? but something happen that really unexcpected....i may do some mistake but how could 'this' be any worst than i ever imagine....hmmm....speaking about this...i don't think i have to move on with this terrible life....i just wish i could forget all about that and build a new life...=)