10 months as matriculation's student

kuliah starts pretty much okey but biaselah bila laju sikit je some of us x tahan dgn tutorial lg n assignments. class 8-4pm really made me tired for sure but every ptg smpat je main basketball. well even morning Saturday n Sunday main jugak. nmpk la sihat duduk matriks ni (padahal x prnh sukan serajin ni pon). hehehe anyways, tips dia jngn tangguh homework klau boleyh n class x yah la ponteng. >_< klau ade masalah tu kawan2 ramai je ade, try talk to them. 

kes histeria tu same je kot mcm kat sbp. tp berlaku waktu study week je la. so klau stress jgn duduk sensorg. tu yg boleyh jd meracau sbb bnyk je syaitan hasut especially kt pulak tgh lemah. 

minggu exam klau boleyh study la. jgn habis satu paper dah nak celebrate. byk lagi paper yg maybe lg susah. so jgn menyesal x study pulak.

hari last tu focus dgn exam. tp maybe some mngkin da trfikir nk balik so ade yg happy sngt n ade yg sedih sbb nk tinggal kwan2. but I can say, if u can bare with matriculation's life, Insya Allah university nnti okeyy jer

first day in KMK batch 17/18

wahhh it's already 2 months since the last day of matriks. I wonder if ade yg trfikir2 nk masuk matriks or not. well, mungkin ramai yg dgr kwn2 mak kita slalu ckp "matriks susah la" or something like "matriks ni bukan untuk sape result spm kurang okey ke??" apparently not all of them are true. 

okeyy first things first. matriks ofc not for pelajar kurang pandai or what. ade je yg straight As SPM n not just some of it tp ramai la jugak. each of them has their own reason untuk masuk matriks. like me result upu x sperti yg dijangka so nk x nk ambik la matriks jugak (walaupon at first nangis sbb dpt matriks kedah). KMK or shortform for kolej matrikulasi kedah agak menakutkn bila mula2 dengr. like kat Changlun?? dekat dgn Thailand?? terpencil?? there are lots of questions tp when u get there actually it was kinda fun

first day registration on 4 May 2017 (ni tuk batch 17/18 la). sampai kul 8 tp kereta banyk sngt. well salah satu reason pon cuz that morning hujan. so klau nk elak jam dtg la awal yerr?? n then akn ade je fasi yg tolong guide kat mane untuk register. so registration dekat library so make sure dokumen semua siap da n take pic for kad matriks pon inside the library. n after that boleyh la pergi ke blok asrama tuk ambik kunci n by that time parents akn dgr talk dekat dewan so boleyh la kemas2 brg sikit2. my first day was terrible cuz my dad parked jauh n since the place is huge smpai sesat dowhh. hahahaha 

so around 3 pm cam tu students akan gather di dewan yg parents ade talk td so boleyh la say goodbye to them. like me from selangor n since I'm a crybaby (I can't deny that till now) agak lmbt nk stop crying but heyy once u meet your friends it'll be fine.

week of orientation x la truk sangt. x de pulak ragging tp tido lmbt tu biase. punctuality penting. akan ade LDK (latihan dlm kumpulan) ikut class tutorial masing2. get to know them during the first day tu cuz u gonna stick with them for the rest 10 months.there will be lecturer in charge for that class n u can ask her/him anything u want. 

next week da start class n buku pon da boleh beli. ade yg kene beli dekat secacop (secawan copy) n ade yg kene beli through lecturer. so u guys can decide sape nk jd bendahari class tuk collect duit.

story about 10 months in matriks will be in my upcoming post..

letter to u

dear you, i'm writing this blog to express how i miss u so much at this moment. knowing we are far apart like this and video calling with u makes me love u even more. i wish u were here all the time. i wish that we can have time for us only just like the other day. but somehow i hope that we both realize if what we do is right or wrong... but i'm pretty sure u what is right or wrong right?? then i'm glad that i could walk this road with u. no matter how the path is i hope that we still holding hands and walk this flowery road together and hope till jannah also...

My past is your future

it may sound ridiculous and doesn't make sense at all, but somehow i see myself in you. that's why i always stop u from doing anything that i knew it could cause harm as it already happened to me long time ago. as for now my biggest concern is that my dream will come true. i hope those happy and successful dream come true to but i'm afraid of those that aren't that nice to see and i'm afraid u can't handle it although we're together. living as me is already a hard thing to do. even be friends with me will feel the burden that i carried. i already saw our future, i know we'll be this close and i knew we'll fought over it. but there's no variables that can change it. if only there's someone else knew about it too. u need someone to tell your problem and i need one too. but somehow it's not my nature to tell anyone my problem. but u need someone but i know i already stop u from doing so since that day. i know there's nothing i could do but i hope our friendship remain prosperous as it should be.

My HYYH

They never fail to make my day

Hoping for more good days

Now i realise that life could get better if we think positive..it's not that i never have that positive thinking..it's just that i could barely see the outcome..from this day onwards, i will always have hope and hoping that more good days will come..i want to trust what my mind says but still consider what my heart trying to express

life full of surprises

haha..what do u know? we don't really make up but the worst have already happened..reshuffling dorm make my whole life miserable..i never thought that i will move out of my own dorm..although it was lucky of them to stay in the dorm..i realize that most of them are happy with their new dormates except me..i wish i could turn back time..i miss my old life although it's kinda bored..but at least my heart wouldn't hurt...i'm pity my juniors too..they are not moving on..some of them are still crying over this reshuffling dorm..i have to go there every night just to comfort them..hope this would get better..